Wednesday, July 31, 2013

Matt 24 watch, 215: A former porn "star" prodigal comes home -- after "a long seven-year journey of porn, prostitution, stripping, drugs, alcohol and several failed suicide attempts" . . . another witness to the truth about this so-called "industry," in this case, feeding child abuse fantasies

Ms Ruiz (courtesy WND)
Take a look at Brittni Ruiz, yet another lovely young miss whom one would naturally see as having every advantage of youth, beauty and radiant good health. 

And yet, at fourteen, she had reportedly been raped, she struggled with anorexia [a self-image related problem that leads young girls to half starve themselves or to even eat and force disgorgement through bulimia] while still in high school. 

By fifteen, she was involved in topless dancing in clubs in Mexico. 

By eighteen -- the legal limit, she was involved in pornographic films, apparently two hundred and seventy five of them in seven years. 

That's right, almost forty per year, nigh on one per week. 

[Those sorts of numbers are consistent with feeding an addiction through further and further doses. Porn is addictive, morally numbing and habituating, so destructive of lives, marriages and families. It is also now a major factor in the widespread, growing moral confusion in our civilisation. The benumbed, obsessed, besotted and addicted simply cannot think or act straight on moral issues and generally.]

Then, the rest of the story tumbles out: use of a false identity -- a sure sign of shame, fear and secrecy, stripping, prostitution, drugs and alcohol to numb psychic pain [and doubtless guilt], suicide attempts reflective of depression and a sense of hopelessness.  (BTW: suicide is a permanent non-solution to a temporary problem. If you are depressed go find good help from someone trustworthy, and a good pastor or Christian counsellor is the best place to get it.)

 This part of the WND report is disturbing:
Upon filming her first sex scene, she recalled, “I felt so loved that day because I was put in hair and makeup. I was told I was beautiful. I was going to be a star.”

She said they made her work relentlessly because she had a very young look. The producers dressed her in children’s clothing and pigtails.

“I already looked like I was 12,” she recalled, adding, “It’s disgusting how they can portray you as a little girl. It’s complete perversion.”
It seems, there is a clear feed-in from porn to child-sex fantasising and thence abuse. So "baby faced" girls at the legal limit are made up to look like little girls, and are then made to act out perverted sexual fantasies that have horrific implications for real world young girls.

 No wonder, she reports becoming benumbed:
“It left me feeling drained,” she said. “I was so robotic, I was like a rubber Barbie doll. I had no emotions. … I was no longer Brittni. I became Jenna Presley. I had an alter ego.” [--> It did not help to have a boyfriend murdered in front of her eyes.]

So Ruiz turned to drugs to numb her pain . . . .
“It was seven long years,” she told Adult FYI. “I hated what I was doing, but I wondered what I would do next.” [--> she now works for a limousine company]
Looking back, Ruiz recalled, “I never found love in my life and was looking for it in all the wrong places. … I have finally encountered the unconditional love of God, and I will never go back.”
Video, through WND:

Is this what we want for our daughters, our wives, our girlfriends, our sisters, our mothers?

 Let us think about the porn-perversion industry and let us see how we can help break the back of this monster in our civilisation: 

Answering the porn-perversion agenda:

Enough is enough. END
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